计算题

现在我准备好形容它们。第一，
它们创造出的每个空缺都伴随一次微幅矫正，让散光视线
正对我，又不那么松懈地
偿还我。第二，它们拒绝携带手掌。
它们在人的空心里
缩小。如同真菌。它们攀爬
之后，我才放声说：严禁攀爬。它们熄灭
之后，我才行走。
那就如实说吧，我从不在意文学而我的
生活
另当别论。
在生活里我敢索引一类图案——
无标度的。意即它可以是无限的
重叠，我的聪明朋友请根据边长和繁殖规律
求：
分形维数。我的聪明朋友却
不明白结束是什么，恰恰因此它区别于文学和所有的友谊。
它是我的宝贝。我的空心玩具，即将降生是为了
永不消失

Problemset

Now I’m ready to describe them. First,
each vacancy they create comes with a slight tweak, letting those astigmatic eyes
look straight into me, but not easily
compensate me. Second, they refuse to carry their palms.
In the void of man’s heart they
shrink. Like fungus. They climb,
then I speak: do not climb. They fade,
then I walk. So let’s be honest,
I never cared about literature but my life
is different. In my life I dare to search a pattern—
scale-free, i.e., it can repeat itself
endlessly, my brilliant friend according to the length of edge and the law of reproduction please find:
fractal dimension. My brilliant friend however does not
understand what an end means; and it’s exactly why they differ from literature and all my friendship.
My precious. My toy of void. To be born is
to never disappear.